UGH,. ! ohkay, well my bad for leavin dha world behind for some day 'sz, ihd 'sz not my fault, ih 've been in writer 'sz block for the lonqest time now &+ ih 've been job huntinq ( which i scred biq qame on, Macy 'sz dept. store on deck,. WOW. ! $8.00 an hr. ! ] and ihm currently battling a mental disorder called 'Life In The Fast Lane' don 't know if you heard of dhat one yet, but ihd is indeed real. In dha current state of thinq 'sz, ihm enqaqed now to a chick ih 've been wihd 3 month 'sz ( don 't judqe me, ihd 'sz a lonq story ] yet she already prepared to qet mhy name printed on her outer thiqh so when she wear 'sz short 'sz &+ dha world ask what is dhat she can say cute thinq 'sz like
"dhat 'sz my baby"
,
"dhat 'sz my heart"
or her new favorite one
"dhat 'sz my fiance'"
It 'sz something qroundbreakinq abt being able to penetrate the "wall" people often construct to help them document the evil of other 'sz and try to find inner peace, which totally almost NEVER happen 'sz because, you still must face the trial 'sz &+ tribulation 'sz of everyday life with PEOPLE in it, so id doesn 't work much, trust me, i tried it &+ failed horrendously. It was a cold niqht on mhy porch when i was in the midst of making the biqqest decision in my life, i asked her to marry me on my porch, i told her not to say a word while i was trying to explain my feeling 'sz to her ( which is what i love to do with her cus i know she alway 'sz abt to cry, so love 'sz her. ! ] &+ i popped dha question. . . . *sigh* . . . she wanted to scream at 2 in dha mornin in preparation of living life with me now, irony beinq we wasn 't toqether durin dha middle of dha relationship, i chose to take a break to pursue another interest, but as i learned so many time 'sz in dha past, love is love &+ boundarie 'sz have no limitation 'sz, but we 'll surpass. For a while i grew content with everything &+ for those who have me as a friend on Facebook.
http://www.facebook.com/AVOSonnyCarson
id 'sz not Melissa ( dhat 'sz mhy white homie from CT who 'sz hella in2 Drake, while ihm not, i just know the lyric 'sz she put 'sz in her stat'sz a qud 56% of dha time ]
As im writing this now, im ready for life to commence,. Nazia ( wifey ] want 'sz to pursue NY in 3 year 'sz time &+ ihm afraid i wont be able to be near her when it all happen 'sz, am i ready. ? yea, ihm ready for anything, now i have to match uhp dha $200 Nazia qot stashed away dhat doesn 't fluctuate in any way for her trip dhere, i wanna qo and live life with here there ( even dhoe she say we qonna be there for 7-8 yr 'sz time &+ move to Miami on some Scarface in the fall type shid ] cus she want 'sz to qo to an art school there, same here, i jus qotta push for ihd &+ she 'sz mhy motivation, i just ask God to help us both reach where we wanna qo...toqether. (^_^)
Dear Lord, oh that you will bless us indeed &+ enlarge our territory, that you will keep your hand with us &+ keep us both from evil,. in your name &+ in Jesus nam i pray, Amen
- Sonny Sage Carson ( bKa Sage Sosa. ! ]
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