They say tomorrow 'sz not scheduled for today, can 't blame dhat philosophy
Life has transformed beauty until God 'sz famed atrocity
Mhy facial feature 'sz alone present 'sz a monstrosity
All dha weed bag 'sz &+ dha timeless prophecy
Word, i mean mhy famed passion for word 'sz
Has became heaven 'sz qate as i straqqle dha fence for verb 'sz
And dha immaculate concpetion is dha ultimate misconception
Ihd 'sz a mistake as i straqqle dha fence to find worth'
I mean, bred in Hell 'sz Kitchen with mhy head lodqed in dha oven
Standin above an anqel wihd her head draped in color 'sz
Had friend 'sz, a few of those relationship 'sz deteriorate
Dha window to dha soul has not been fond of many drape 'sz
In turn, what im sayin is yhue cant cateqorize me as fake
Cus ihf i chose to use blind 'sz, ihmma nosey neiqhbor to mhy face
Phone call 'sz floodin mhy earlobe 'sz, overflowin
Dha same conversation from dha same futile component 'sz
Obssesed wihd dha opressed and dha ideal opponent 'sz
Dha one 'sz i love most are mhy comp &+ never know ihd
People i once trusted i lusted for some certitude
Food for thouqht, i don 't often have appetite, i lost mood
Friend 'sz keep tellin me assert ya'self further
But mhy lifestyle in combination wihd God 'sz show 'sz no merqer
Re-emereqed on dha surface as i re-iterate on dha circus
So many freak 'sz dhat loved me i felt dha pain without purpose
Ex 'sz are dha foundation to mhy creation
People i lost love for adore mhy hatred
I used to ask why none of dhem had ever left
Ihm tryna press forward but dhey photocopy mhy step 'sz
Ihm tryna move on, but dhey follow mhy every breath
One ohf ehm ashtmatic &+ she alway 'sz stressed'
She want 'sz to me admit dhat i proqressed her crestfallen
But i been disconsolated back when her abortion was 1st forminq
I was 16 so a child to me was foreiqn
I was annoyed yet destroyed but yet no caution
Wasn 't mhy seed, qenetically i was absent
She feiqned she loved me, she was mhy favorite actress
Nominated her character for best actress in a screen role
She never attained dha victory, but ihd seemed so
Picked a bad time to be strateqic
I was appointed dha qrim reaper for heartbroken piece 'sz
As ihf i had to keep those joint 'sz in safekeepin
Weiqht of life on mhy shoulder 'sz as ihf i really need ihd
Keep opinion 'sz to a minimal, thinq 'sz i wanna say
Thinq 'sz i cant distribute, but act 'sz i wanna chanqe
Mhy habit 'sz abt smokin and wishin i could explain
But i lost who i loved because we sacrificed dha qrade
Ya mom ;sz finally decide 'sz dhat yhue was too younq for a dude
But yhue a yr behind me, so how is dhat seen true., ?
Thinq dhat really pierced mhy heart dha most dhen
Was dha fact we couldn 't continue on as qreat friend 'sz
Called me last week &+ i was hiqhly miscalculated
We talked for hour 'sz &+ neither one was aqqravarted
Traded speech for time and we were both discombobulated
But we learned to live &&+ let die but we were medically still tainted
We were in love dhen, two younq soul 'sz wihd no motive
We wanted to fill dha void 'sz with no commotion'
Introduced her to well rounded shown emotion
She was so quiet &+ she was never open
2 year relationship dhat she suffered dha pain from
I cant disspell her name, but yall dont know her
Sometime 'sz i wanna admit i had love for her
But sometime 'sz i wrestled did ihd exist
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